THE VICISSITUDE

FROM TITAN NASH

Bad Dreams, more about story line.

April 17, 2007 · Titan Nash

I had a very hard time sleeping last night and when I finally did get to sleep, I had some bad dreams. Some of you know that part of this book is based on events in my life. I vaguely remember something like an abduction when I was around 9 years old. I pushed it out of my memories for years and years until the emails came in last year from Josie. I am not saying the abduction really happened, or was real, just that there was an event when I was nine which I vaguely remember. The beginning of this book is about my life when I received the emails from Josie. The next chapters deal with my time as a child and the abduction. Then it goes into fiction, my experiences on this other world. Then the book moves into my return and my life here on earth, growing up and how things on Trinial affected me here and this continues until I reach the point in my life I get the emails from Josie, and the decision I was asked to make. So last night, my bad dreams were about the “abduction” as a child. The odd thing is, my previous memories of the “abduction” didn’t fit, meaning that the layout of the house I lived in at that time was not the layout I remembered during the “abduction”. This was one of the reasons I never really believed it was real, or actually happened. However, last night in my bad dreams during the “abduction”, it was the layout of the house I lived in during that time, making it seem much more real. Don’t get me wrong, although my supposed time away is a happy time, and a learning time, the “abduction” itself was terrifying. This is why it generated bad dreams. I was so scared I could not even speak, scream, yell, or move. This all came back to me during my dream last night. I am at lunch right now, but when I get home I feel this will be a great time to write the abduction section of the book, while it is still in my memory from the dreams.

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